I couldn't remember if I had fed the cat. I looked around for some evidence.. were there any cat food pellets on the floor? I couldn't see any. The cat was meowing, but she always meows, even if she has been fed. She's a fat cat. I have to limit her food.

The clock says it is 12:30 am. How had so much time passed? I have an exam at 8:00 am and I am not prepared. Several hours have passed and I can't remember what I've been doing, probably surfing the internet. I have to log on to the internet to study for the class. It's an online class.

Why can't I remember a simple thing like whether I had already fed the cat? I remember.. I fed her at ten, I remember some of the pellets spilled out of the bowl when she crowed around the serving spoon I use to measure her food. Wait.. was that yesterday or today? I start crying again. I can't even feed the cat. Earlier tonight, I had trouble counting money to pay for my Chinese food. I eventually got it. I am minoring in math and I can't count change. I start crying again.

I eat some of the leftover Chinese food that was my dinner. I go back to my room to study. When I get there, I remember I had originally gone to the kitchen for a Diet Coke. I go back to the kitchen, get a Diet Coke and go back to the desk in the bedroom to study.

I see House Season 6 on my computer desktop. I click episode 1, "Broken". House is in a mental hospital. I can't turn it off, even though I should be studying. If I don't fix what is wrong with me, I am afraid a mental hospital is where I will end up.